I share my pain so others can know they are not alone..
I share my pain so others can know that even tho I may not be contacting them, I am still here working through it.
I share my situation so others can see what can happen without proper communication and trust.
I share for attention. absolutely.. for I have felt abandoned and my life is crumbling
I am a good person.. my ex partner is a good person.. we both made mistakes..
We will have friends on either side.. that is ok.
But the truth is.. this was not my fault.. this was a mistake made by a person.. who in the end may/should be grateful for this mistake as it has allowed her to have the freedom that she desires. Not a bad thing just a shitty way to get there...
Apparently, I was holding her back..
What i say to you all out there reading this..
Communicate.. communicate .. communicate.